Watch this.
I never fail to make me cry when i watch this video everytime.
Her bravery is something which i admire alot.
Even though it’s just a show.
the lost cow
Watch this.
I never fail to make me cry when i watch this video everytime.
Her bravery is something which i admire alot.
Even though it’s just a show.
Passion Vs Prospects?
Which one would you go for?
I’m lost in the woods. Thinking back, Did i make a wrong decision in joining the property line?

18 Oct is here again.
Time really flies.
With a blink blink of my eyes, I’m 24 years of age. It sounds scary to be in the mid-twenties. I’m no longer the happy-go-lucky person i used to be when i was younger. Due to the pressure faced with the pace of life in Singapore. I’m not adapting well to it. Sad to say i’m afraid of my future. Having nobody to talk to and understand my feelings makes me feel even more afraid. Even if i tell my friends that i’m afraid of these and that, they would tell me something other than what i wish to hear.
I want to best of everything to myself and also to people around me.
I wish my parents could feel proud of me when they see me being successful in my life.
I wish that my parents could no longer need to work so hard for us to have a better living. In fact, it hurts to see them working so hard at this age.
I wish to see that all of my friends around me are happy and living comfortably.
When i see them happy, i feel contended. It doesn’t really matter if i feel happy or not. That’s not important at all. I’m not trying to sounds like I’m a good angel. In fact, i’m just a time bomb as what people says about me. Talking to me is a waste of time and will likely to make their blood boil. It hurts to hear that but maybe that’s the truth. I like people being honest rather than being a lier. Even if its a white lies, it’s still a lie.
Well, i will stop my emo thoughts for now.
Ciao.
Have a BREAK. Have a TIC KAT.
Love the sun, the pool, the slides. but i hate the float.
Nearly drowned myself due to my shortie height.
I’m glad i’m still alive and kicking happily.

过不去的让它过去!
忘不掉的统统忘掉!来自遥远星球的一道谜题:“夜深了我怎么办?寂寞了谁在身旁?”
快让记忆长出翅膀飞翔,心放空了,寂寞好了。

Don’t ask me how and why, i don’t even know.
This morning i wake up, i got a very weird feeling.
I feel down and depressed. It’s like everything is not resolved yet. Worried about work, school, life, love and even money. It makes me feel like i’m being burdened by 10,000kg of stuff.
But another side of my brain kept telling me that it’s okay to be sad but there’s always limit to everything. If its yours, it will be yours eventually. If it’s not yours, no matter how hard i try, i will still not be mine. Just let it go and live happily as we only lived once. Well maybe i just needed a pillar of support. Arghhh. I’m not sure. Browsing through all my previous entries, they were all blue and grey. None of them are happy and sunny which i used to blog about last time.
Have i changed? If yes, what makes me into such a dark and moody person?
Well i guess is the someone i met. But what’s the point of dwelling over a person where he/she don’t even appreciate…
Please move on, huiqing..

Someone asked me “What do i want to work as in future?”
To be frank, i was stunned by the question and didn’t know how to answer back. Partially because i didn’t know what I want to be in future. I’m confused and lost in the woods. So i say, being a grown up has so much more stuff to think about. I would rather remain as a child forever. haha. I MUST BE DREAMING AGAIN.
I know that i have to follow my interest and work what i like.
Now the question is what do i really like?
You know, i love meeting new people and communicating with them. I find joy and laughter from communicating with people coming from different backgrounds, countries and lifestyle. But can i really excel in jobs that requires communication?? So often, i question myself about my abilities to excel in jobs like this because this kind of job requires confidence which i think i’m greatly lacking of.
Sigh.I must build up my level of confidence!!!
HAHA. Easier said than done.
On the other hand, i hate office-based jobs whereby i need to sit in the office and face the motionless computer screen from 8 to 5pm daily. HAHA. I cant sit still. You can see me walking to the washroom ample of times a day thinking that my bladder has problem. GOSH. Yes, my attitude towards my work has to be changed. I have to get serious when i’m working and play only when i get my job done. Very often i play while i’m working and play while i’m resting. I played way too much. Oh No Oh No!!! I cant go on this way man~!
HAHA. Easier said than done again.
Sigh~~ Sounds like Hui Ching is really hopeless~
He’s right. Why should we property agents kill one another?
We should cooperate and work together to earn more money instead.
I’m really pissed with the stupid lady agent from some wulu wulu company. She…………. !!!
BUT who can i blame? HER? The Tenants? or Myself?
Believe me, she undercut me and one day she will get her retribution. She will be undercut by other agents too and one of them is going to to me.
Anyway the matter is over and it’s a lesson learnt.
And Yes, Being stubborn doesn’t really advantage me alot sometimes and i should change.
I’m feeling really guilty and really sorry for wasting so much of ur petrol and time.

Sometimes we are leading the race
Sometimes we get tired and lag behind a little
Sometimes we fall, but we still have to pick ourselves up again.
Sometimes we take a break to run a the extra mile
And no one can predict who will win the race first.
Winning is not important. The experience gained from it is more important.
As long as you have tried your best, you have nothing to regret.
我们应该追求的是幸福,而不是名誉金钱。
输也要输得开心。穷也要穷得快乐。
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