Christmas is here again…
Laying down on my bed and sorting out my thoughts….

I realised that i no longer know how to bring joy and laughter to the people around me and even to myself.  Sometimes i cant even be bothered to create topics to share with anyone.  Simply because i’m just too lazy to say anything.
TSK! What have i become? What causes a dramatic change in me?

This Christmas, I long for something that can never be mine.
I’m spending it alone facing the empty house with four walls.
I cant even be bothered to ask anyone too.

My Dear Santa Claus….
I need your company seriously.
I need your comfortable shoulder to lean on because I’m mentally weary.
I need your lovely jokes to make me laugh so as to brighten my day.

Grant my wish okay?

“ The irony of love is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out that you love someone right after that person has walked out of your life. Sometimes you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them, just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, letting go is one way of expressing how much they love a person, but for others it’s holding on to that special feeling as long as possible before it fades away. Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love, love is always present, it’s just that one was being loved too much and the other wasn’t being loved enough. We all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just a pass time, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice: let go when you are hurting too much. Give up when you or the other believes love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. there is someone out there who will honestly love you, and only then will you know true love.

reblog from someone else’s blog. something very true. read it.

Seriously, I forgot when was the last time i smiled.

And You are right, Health is more important than money.
I will ensure that i regain my normal weight by next year!

woooo!

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心事谁能知.
开心和不开心的事情只能对着自己说.
那颗沉重的心,　累了．

我想这个世界很现实, 总是因为金钱而起争执.
金钱真的有那么重要吗?
金钱真的能带给我们快了吗？

好无知的我,　就只是会说钱不重要.
因为知足常了．

真的吗？

Ever wondered when you’ll leave this world?
Everyone talks about the uncertainties in life, but how many of us will actually take time to really put in more effort to live each day to its brim?

We don’t know when we’ll be gone.
It could be a year, or even a day.

And I am guilty of taking life for granted because I don’t remind myself of how precious life is often enough.  Only when I see someone around me pass on, then will I stop and think about my life so far.

I watched this movie called “The Bucket List” starring Morgan Freeman and Jack Nicholson when i was at Cameron Highlands last year.  They played a pair of friends who first met in a hospital, and both left with a couple months to live.  Instead of fearing death, the spontaneous duo took the more adventurous route and went on to fulfill their Bucket List - the list of things they want to accomplish before they pass on to the other world.

This movie is really inspirational.
Have you ever asked yourself what would be in your Bucket List?

Alright I just thought of a couple off hand and I thought I should share them here on my blog.
Will update it when I think of more to add on to it.

Things I want to do before I die

• Travel around the world
• Get married
• Backpacking to a country stranger alone
• Write and record my very own song
• Have a baby
• To own a studio apt in a condominium
• Volunteer at a charitable organization
• Learn to forgive and forget
• To own a mini car that could drive my family and friends around

Doomsday 2012.
Will this day really really happen in 2012?

The movie, 2012 feels so real that the world will really come to an end at this date with earthquakes all over the world causing tsunami that will destroy almost everything on land.   We are only about 2 years more to year 2012.  2 years is really short. Will i even survive till 2012 is an unknown because the future is always a mystery.  A mystery that i’m also afraid to know. As said ample of times already, Life is short so treasure it before it’s too late.

Moreover if this day really happen, what will i do?
Well, i guess life and death are all predestined…
When the time comes, you will just have to accept the fate.

Isn’t that true?
Well, I really hope i will treasure every moments with all my love ones from now on.. because LIFE IS SHORT!