18 Oct is here again.
Time really flies.
With a blink blink of my eyes, I’m 24 years of age. It sounds scary to be in the mid-twenties. I’m no longer the happy-go-lucky person i used to be when i was younger. Due to the pressure faced with the pace of life in Singapore. I’m not adapting well to it. Sad to say i’m afraid of my future. Having nobody to talk to and understand my feelings makes me feel even more afraid. Even if i tell my friends that i’m afraid of these and that, they would tell me something other than what i wish to hear.
I want to best of everything to myself and also to people around me.
I wish my parents could feel proud of me when they see me being successful in my life.
I wish that my parents could no longer need to work so hard for us to have a better living. In fact, it hurts to see them working so hard at this age.
I wish to see that all of my friends around me are happy and living comfortably.
When i see them happy, i feel contended. It doesn’t really matter if i feel happy or not. That’s not important at all. I’m not trying to sounds like I’m a good angel. In fact, i’m just a time bomb as what people says about me. Talking to me is a waste of time and will likely to make their blood boil. It hurts to hear that but maybe that’s the truth. I like people being honest rather than being a lier. Even if its a white lies, it’s still a lie.
Well, i will stop my emo thoughts for now.
Ciao.
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